happiness is just a teardrop away...
because i have nothing nice to write about myself
June 16, 2008◘ Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?
-> boy
◘ What is one question people always ask you?
-> bakit wix? well, di naman lagi pero un madalas eh.
◘ What’s the last thing you said?
-> bsta something not nice
◘ Name something you are doing tomorrow?
-> stressing
◘ Where is your cell phone?
-> here
◘ When was the last time you had starbucks?
-> last last Sunday i think
◘ Can you whistle?
-> ahuh
◘ Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
-> nope
◘ Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-> hun
◘ What’s bothering you right now?
-> thesis needs
◘ What are you wearing?
-> sleeveless and shorts
◘ Next vacation you’re going on?
-> school vacation
◘ What did you dream about last night?
-> dunno
◘ Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
-> hmm… gladly when it does im still awake
◘ What gets in your way of your sleeping?
-> what else.
◘ Do you know anyone who’s married?
-> ahuh
◘ Do you know anyone who is married that shouldn’t be?
-> hahaha… la naman ata
◘ Whats your favorite number?
-> 12
◘ Who was the last person that made you cry?
-> everyone! blah, joke
◘ Where are you going to be at 4pm tomorrow?
-> in school, thesis research most prolly
◘ Are you jealous of anyone?
-> hmm…..
◘ Who did you last share a bed with?
-> sister ata!
◘ Do you like coffee?
-> very much, but now i think ive deveoped taste aversion already
◘ If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret?
-> million bucks! that regret led me to that million bucks!
◘ What’s on your mind right now?
-> thesis
◘ Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
-> hahaha, missy maramara!
◘ What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
-> no idea! going home late?
◘ What is your nickname?
-> wix
◘ Is there anybody you would push off the planet?
-> bwahahaha
◘ Do you crack your fingers?
-> ahuh
◘ Plans for tonight?
-> this
◘ Favorite color?
-> black, red
◘ Who pissed you off yesterday?
-> hmm….cant remmber or i just dnt want to
◘ In the past five years, what would you go back and change?
-> nan
◘ Have you ever been on a blind date?
-> hahaha, nope!:o
I am the girl
I am the girl with the broken smile
I am the girl you love to deny
I hid behind your eyes for you not to see
That I am bleeding internally
I ache in the most mundane areas
I ache for the pain that you love to bury
You know I’m here, you know I’m breathing
I’m growing nastier with each passing day
I’m getting to be the sickness of your soul
Deny me much longer, maggots will crawl
Through your skin and out your lips
Those lips they hunger to taste
The guys that don’t know you’re rotting
They see your white skin, your fragile physic
They don’t see that hardened heart, your destroyed mind
I am here and you can deny as long as you want
Not to worry, they won’t see
You’ll stay as beautiful, though inside you’re empty.
