fractions

September 29, 2008

and if they say i’m better than that

we’ll know it’s true

let them believe it’s all they can see

senses and pavements, paintings on our wall

incongruency came true as we let them fall

questions resolved and untamed

are pieces of our partiality

fractions wash over our floor

rekindle this light that was hidden to all

 

and if they say i’m better than that

we’ll know it’s real

we’ve called the shots and now we’re fighting

shield the kill, we’re dying

i’ll make us safe and keep you warm

struggling to feel your faith in my arms

and we’ll both shatter onto these painted walls

there’s no lying here

we’ve both been solved

 

and if they say we’re better than this

we can say it’s fake

the sounds in our ears

echoing “we’re safe”

Naglalaro sa aking utak

September 28, 2008

at iyon na nga…

tumibok aking damdamin… kakaba-kaba

hindi ko na alam gagawin, nanunuyong mga labi

nakita ko siya kulang na lang mapaihi

ganito pala talaga pag nakakakita ng bagong gawi

sa isang saglit halos mapasigaw

ikaw na nga ba ang magliligaw ng tanglaw

sa aking utak lumilipad lipad,

imaimahinasyon mo, ako’y di makakurap!

naglalaro aking utak ng mga kwento tungkol sa akin at sayo

 

o nakakatakot na lumang lumang salamin ng lola ng aking lola!

please… wag kang maging mahiwaga! :s

my pledge (of some sort)

So hi there blog.

I have moved from www.akiretwelve.blogs.friendster.com to you.

Anyhoo… I MISS BLOGGING!!!

 

As a student, my priority is to study and read school materials

Which means I don’t have much time for extra activities

 

Which means I have neglected my passion for writing!

Shame. Shame. Shame.

 

I have also abandoned my sad excuse of developing my drawings

I do believe and sincerely know, that I, can, improve my art

Haha…

 

mm… so I am reaching out again to the blogosphere!

Please let me in once again!

It is scary because I don’t know how to write in a public online journal anymore

 

I’m not the type of blogger who writes for an audience

I usually write emo poems (before) you know!

Haha

 

But life has changed

I have changed

And so… I’ll try to write differently now…

Maybe more on what has happened to me… things like that

Less…… heavy. J

 

Aaaaaaand…there!

I’ll find time to update and stuff.

This entry is too long already with no real content

Haha! What a waste! Blah

Baaah humbug!

Something’s wrong with me… or

September 1, 2008

There is something definitely wrong with me.

Out of all the numerous websites I can go to and see while hanging out in cyberspace

I always decide to revisit those from my past.

Haha, crazy. I don’t know. I’m nostalgic that way.

It’s just a bit weird that I find comfort knowing that what I’ve been through

Is made more real by the people (only alive to me) online.

Hehe, the kind of people I don’t talk to anymore. I sometimes don’t even want to see again.

Somehow, when I go online, they are there and i acknowledge their presence.

They’re suddenly alive again to me… though not really.:)

Hmm, i don’t really know how this works but…

seeing how I was able to affect other people’s lives, really is something. feels strange.

bitTeR.sweet. tO theM. to me.

:) and so to you guys. haha

best wishes!