I am the girl
June 16, 2008I am the girl with the broken smile
I am the girl you love to deny
I hid behind your eyes for you not to see
That I am bleeding internally
I ache in the most mundane areas
I ache for the pain that you love to bury
You know I’m here, you know I’m breathing
I’m growing nastier with each passing day
I’m getting to be the sickness of your soul
Deny me much longer, maggots will crawl
Through your skin and out your lips
Those lips they hunger to taste
The guys that don’t know you’re rotting
They see your white skin, your fragile physic
They don’t see that hardened heart, your destroyed mind
I am here and you can deny as long as you want
Not to worry, they won’t see
You’ll stay as beautiful, though inside you’re empty.


